Should I go Lord?
I had just returned from Nashville, Tennessee where I had showcased as a Country Gospel artist performing one song for Christian music industry reps. I was hoping to create enough interest for a record contract. Instead, I met a Christian producer who convinced me that my existing CD was poorly produced and would never be accepted as a professional product among the industry. His solution for me was to consider coming to Nashville to record a whole new project that would require a financial risk. This decision could only be made in prayer.
Back home in familiar territory, I could feel the peace and serenity as I walked down my country road; talking to God. "Lord, my heart yearns to accept the proposal from the Christian producer, it is something I have always dreamed of doing since I was a little child but…is this what you really want me to do? I would have to borrow the money and I am afraid to take the risk. Lord, I don’t want to be another artist that uses your name for monetary gain, I want to be obedient. I want to be a person of integrity and will not sell my soul for a dream."
Will you help re-build my city?
That evening I was on my knees in prayer, pleading with the Lord to give me some kind of answer through his word. I closed my eyes and asked the Holy Spirit to guide my hands. I slowly opened up the bible to the end of Matthew’s gospel where Jesus is commissioning his disciples to go out and spread the good news. I could not believe this so I tried it three more times. (Oh ye, of little faith!) Each time my hand was directed to the same place; God was truly commissioning me to go out and spread the gospel.
I remained on my knees in stillness and then God gave me this vision. I saw myself sitting on top of a mountain. I was looking down at the many lights of a very large city. I turned and looked over my left shoulder and saw an angel. The angel pointed to this city and said, "I want you to go into this city and help re-build this city." I looked at the angel as if to tell him, "You’re just an angel; you have no authority to tell me what to do." You see, if I was really supposed to do this, then I wanted to hear it from God Himself! I ignored the angel and continued to admire the beautiful lights of this city. Within a few minutes, I looked over my left shoulder again, and this time it was not the angel but Jesus. He extended His hand out to me, and called me by my name to come towards Him. I got up from my sitting position and walked towards Jesus. He put one arm around me and with the other arm, pointed out toward the city with the beautiful lights, and said, "I want you to go into this city and help re-build my city." But I said, "Lord I can’t go. I’m afraid." He said again, "I want you to go into this city and help re-build my city. Do not be afraid for I will be with you." He then saw that I had one tear running down my cheek, and He cupped my face in His hands and wiped my single tear away. I felt the love radiating from His presence as He gently backed up, and slowly disappeared in the clouds. I then returned to the place on the mountain, and once again began to stare at the beautiful city. This time it was even more beautiful than before.
I have called and chosen you to bring the good news of deliverance, and help rebuild cities that have long been in ruins. (Isaiah 61:1-4)
The next day I wrote the song entitled "I’m Ready To Go" which became the title track of the CD I’m Ready To Go. With the help of the Holy Spirit nine more songs were written within a week’s time to complete the new CD. A date was established for the Nashville recording, the flight was booked and a little girl’s dream was fulfilled. I’m Ready To Go brought recognition as "Christian Entertainer of the Year", "Female Vocalist of the Year" and "Songwriter of the Year". was nominated for "Best Country Gospel Album" which created opportunities to spread the gospel in Canada, United States and Europe. As an artist...
Nothing is impossible with God! I have come to heal the broken hearted, help the blind to see, set the captives free. (Luke 4:14-19)
Jesus is commissioning us to share in His Mission proclaimed in Luke 4: 14-19. Will we use the gifts and talents he has given us to advance the kingdom of God? Will we help to re-build HIS city that lies in ruins? Today, we see so much suffering all around us, so many people that need hope, a hope that can only be found through Jesus Christ. Will you be HIS hands, HIS feet, HIS voice? Then respond to your call and shout LORD, I’M READY TO GO!
Love,
Lorraine
I’M READY TO GO
Lord I’m ready to go, into your city
I heard your voice, call out my name
So what will I do, in your holy city
No need to explain it all over again
I’m ready to go.
Will you let my spirit lead you into a city far and wide
Will you release the captives, from their pain they have inside
Will you heal the broken hearted, and set the prisoners free
Help re-build my city, will you do this for me?
Lord I’m ready to go, into your city
I heard your voice, call out my name
So what will I do, in your holy city
No need to explain it all over again
I’m ready to go.
Will you give to those in mourning, joy instead of grief
Will you sing a song of praise, and bring the gift of peace
Will you comfort all my people, and help the blind to see
Help re-build my city, will you do this for me?
Lord I’m ready to go, into your city
I heard your voice, call out my name
So what will I do, in your holy city
No need to explain it all over again, I’m ready to go
No need to explain it all over again, I’m ready to go
No need to explain it all over again, I’m ready to go….
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